sweet totz.....

2009-02-10T13:08:00.000+08:00

happy valentines day guys ..... i am so sad toaday....someone is not with me dis year....to celebrate v day....and we fought again....but i missed him so much.....i was roaming around my neighborhood going to the blks and places dat we spent time tgt....im really missing him alot....i took a few snaps of certain places.......

This is under a blk on the way to ***shopping centre.....this was the place we used to play around in the begining of our relationship...dats the place he carried me first....i stil remember every single incident really welll....its like it juz happened yday.....those days were really sweet.... sweetest days of my relationship.....no doubt its stil sweet la...=p

dis blk....haha we named it CHOCOLATE BLK!!....

but i seriously don remember y we di so i think its maybe coz he bought ma a chocolate for me the first time dere?! i donno :D i really cant remember!!....but dere was once we were at 11 or 12 storey...walking toward the stairs **juz to tok ok nothing bad:PP....we saw our senior...we really tot he might tel someone in skool or wat....but h e didnt nice fella....another speacial thing abt dat blk is dat he gave me my first valetines day gift over dere...i stil remember..THREE RED ROSES!!...and of course many many more sweet and nice things happened dere....noteverything can be written rite... =p i went to much more places but i don really feel good putting up everything....i really hope some miracle happens... he can book out....omg dats gonna be de biggest gift he can giv me....

Im really waiting for him come....

Miss him so much...

2009-01-11T14:01:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!........

Yea i noe i have not been blogging for long...well i was juz lazy nothing else...
hmmmmmmm........................

holiday was good......i enjoyed it but mostly its was kids..... kids..... kids.....
i couldnt really enjoy my holidays coz of some reasons***.......so i juz dowan to tok abt my holidays.....

New year has been great so far.......hopefully good all de way.....WOW!! my dip is gonna finish dis august!!!..:-))....JUZ 7 MONTHS!!!....den finally degree....dats wen im gonna get FREEDOM FROM MY DAD!!!!..........REALLY LOOKING FORWARD FOR DAT!!!......haiz...i got to do my dip well for dat!!....

Skool's great....lots of new exciting things going on....as long as de clique doesnt get spilt up...im happi...:))......

i have got really 100001 stuff to do and buy in dis term!!....
i really hope all works out as planned...........
well i do noe dat something really BIG and SERIOUS is coming up before dat!!....
YEA..... CAs and GRP ASSIGNMENTS!!!....
WHICH I NOE FUCK ABT.......i have not even collected my notes...haha..ok lets juz fuck care abt it for dis post la ok..... sry guys i noe u guys are angry..... hey come on ....i noe u guys cant hate me for long!!.....am i not de SWEETIE PIE !!! of u guys... LOL!!..
okie im want list now!!!......

A guess wallet

Charles & Keith purse sort of thing

A blue dress

white & sliver sort of sandals

A brown bag dat i saw in jp

jacket

De "days" t-shirt

mac lip gloss

mac eye shadow

mac eyeliner

nice pink & white laptop cover

touch phone

pink Nano

A big pooh!!:))

.........................its nvr gonna end.............................

hopefully i start striking out one by one......:))

i really donno wat to blog la....
scaly i start writting and it might hurt some ppl or wat la....
i thing i wil end here......

i update soon......

2008-11-20T01:12:00.006+08:00

its lky after thinking and toking abt those things....im emo abt u now....
i donno wen u're gonna read dis....but....

HEY.....ita has been 1 whole day...u didnt even call, sms, me.....its lky not a single sms "sent to rong person" atleast......i donnno wats exactly in ur mind...nth's bothering u??? nth matters????......
BUT I WIL NVR CAL OR SMS TIL U DO.....IT not coz i have EGO....its coz u juz don noe how it feels and i think dat u should go through it to understand....and at least (hopefully) stop doing such things again.......i have told lky 10001 times not to do such stuff but u juz..............

..................... >.< .....................

STUFF~~~

2008-11-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

Things are slightly getting out of hand a guess....
well i really didnt didnt wanna blog abt all dis but den i have to let some EMO JUICE OUT RITE....
i agree dat age can be fact for misunderstanding certain TERMS and FEELINGS....
getting these mixed up is really............haiya im in a situation where i cant really use certain APPROPRIATE word dat i really feel lky using!!..........i noe dat some ppl wil understand wat i mean...

I GUESS SOME PPL REALLY DONNO DE MEANING OF SOME WORDS LIKE...

1. CRUSH - temporary love of an adolescent

2. LOVE - endearment , a strong positive emotion of regard and affection

3. LUST - have a craving, appetite, or great desire for......(it doesnt need to be JUZ sex)

Toking abt crush...yea i agree to someppl's view dat its HELPLESS TO GET CRUSHES even wen ur NOT....fine it juz shows dat u don have de control over URSELF.......To me i feel dat getting crushes is not wrong at all.....but isit really a crush or...........................U should noe wat im toking abt.........CRUSH is juz a liking on dis person bcoz of factors like LOOKS , BEHAVIORS and stuff...
i agree love start from crush but pls juz think.....SERIOUS TOTS PLS.......................

love.....well to me i feel dat its a big word to tok abt at dis age.....and i donno much abt it...yea IM in a relationship..in fact blissful young lovers... so sweet rite!!<3..(ok>....ita a wonderful feeling....its abt want dis person for no reason.....infact NEED.....and i belief dat love really comes wif out reason....and if u can find a reason den i donno......i don feel u can if its love... yea practically u will.....and i guess it wil be like....I LOVE HIM FOR DE WAY HE HIS....if its so den i really respect u.... but its definitely not lky choosing two and after ur compare and contrast u start loving him.....OMG!!!... AND DATS WAT U'RE DOING...and u're saying...........
pls cut those crap pls.....tok wif sense dear....

LUST.......dis is juz a craving /great desire for something it doesn't need to be SEX.....OR SEXUAL DESIRES.....well i noe u're craving for a shoulders to lean on....but de way u say it to ppl lky...u wanna kiss and hug lky other couples...so u're lonely isit???at times i donno wat to sae la...
fine lets not tok abt dis anymore......

As a fren i really feel dat u should juz wait...for de RIGHT PERSON & TIME.....well i noe im not old enough to advise u or wat....dis is not advise or watever fuck im juz giving u my suggestions dear....and i decided to blog abt dis coz dere is one other person going through de same thing so its lky conveying my msg to both of u at a time......and to one of u ........look dere is a lot more between us to tok.....don always tok abt dis wen u tok to me it feel as though u only tok to me regarding dis....And i really find it insane wen u compare u and me.....darling let me let u somthing......im totally diff from u...u r finding for a guy hu u like....i didnt not do dat.....i liked de guy hu i found....and ya i started liking him in de beginning juz like u said but i went on wif dat SAME person and im wif dat SAME person.....i don noe wat i like in him seriously...i JUZ LOVE HIM....ya i do agree we fight a lot..infact we are even fighting now...but dat doesn't mean he is not de right person....and i don or wont look for another WORST IS COMPARE WIF ANOTHER TO MAKE UP MY MIND....dey wil say dat its lucky to get SOMEONE HU LOVES U den SOMEONE HU U LOVE......dere's a hell lot differnce....so juz stop COMPARING GUYS and CHANGING ur mind..... I REALLY HOPE DAT SO MUCH OF WRITING BROUGHT SOME SENSE IN YOU.......

I WANNA SEE SOME CHANGE IN YOU!!!....PLS.....................

TAG ME IF I HAVE SAID ANYTHING WRONGLY OR IF I HAVE HURT U......

Earth worms....

2008-11-11T02:17:00.015+08:00

SOMETHING REALLY DISGUSTING AND BEAUTIFUL HAPPEN TODAY !!!......

I WAS SO DISGUSTED 2dae when i was walking along the pathway and i saw so MANY EARTHWORMS.... PINK & LONG!!! OMG!!!.... MOVING LKY SNAKES!!!....

I couldn't even look at them .....OMG i couldn't even walk...oh man..for the first time i hated rain.... but.... dis is where something sweet a BEAUTIFUL happened....i seriously didn't expect u to carry me....i was so touched and i really felt protected when said hold me...i tot ur juz gonna bring me over by holding on to me tightly or wat la....but seriously i didn't expect you to carry me over...when u said "priya hold my neck... i wil carry u over".... OMG!!!...dat was so unexpected and sooo sweet... hey u can CARRY ME & WALK !!!....even after i have put on sooo much weight!!... haha!!...but i noe i didn't sae anything abt dis...sorry abt dat i juz couldn't getover with wat i saw... but seriously dats how i felt....really loved dat....and dat was sooo unexpected.....those words u said were juz too beautiful to forget ma....

I love you darling!!..... <3

2008-11-05T03:00:00.005+08:00

இன்ப பிறந்தநாள் வாழ்துகள்.........

நான் உன்னை காதலிக்கிறான்......
நி என்னை காதலிகிறைய ??......

OK DA I CANT RITE IN TAMIL ANYMORE...I LIKE FORGOT HOW TO RITE DA....IM SORRYY..BUT I NOE UR PROUD OF ME!!!:)...ARENT YOU!!!...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!...

LOVE YOU!!!...... :)

.............

2008-11-02T23:47:00.012+08:00

I JUZ DON NOE HOW TO EXPLAIN THINGS DAT ARE GOING ON...

IT SEEMS DAT EVERY BLOODY THING DAT HAPPENS IS MY FAULT....

I DIDNT CHANGE, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LKY DIS, SINCE DE DAY U NOE ME INFACT SINCE DE DAY I NOE MYSELF....YET UR BEHAVING LKY U JUZ GOT TO NOE ME...I LUZ DONNO Y U BAHAVING LKY DIS.....DIS IS NOT EVEN LKY YOU.......

Maybe somthing might be bothering you...i juz feel so but i wil nvr noe til u tel me....even now im juz asuming dats it....anyway i agree dat its my fault......but i really didnt see anything dat happened in de way u saw it..... im sorry.... it seems dat our veiw point is lky nvr de same....ya i agree from ur point of view im wrong....but dat wasnt my intention..... its nothing lky dat bloody thing is more impt than u its juz dat it caught my attention while walking dere.... and i seriously didnt noe u were waiting for me...

And i juz donno y i cant control my desires i guess its getting out of hand....im sorry again....i agree i had a motive and it may seem selfish....but some how i juz couldnt resist missing u de previous time when i was here n tot having u beside me dis time will make my day and leave some sweet memories in dis place...welll guess i expected too.....but im not blaming u for anything dat happened so far...its not ur fault...maybe ur stress and ya i understand it really not de right time to ask such things but i tot u were thinking wat i was thinking too...guess im de idiot again....but seriously don get offended...ITS NOT UR FAULT...

i should have been a little more understanding....i think im still a little childish...NO REALLY CHILDISH...im really trying to change myself but i cant...maybe its bcoz of the way i was brought up...even now im treated lky a child at home...getting silly things i wan...always being pampered...i have always been a child wif a lot of expectation...and i guess dats y it s hard...i noe its time for me to change... giv me some time...sometimes i juz forget dat im 18 and......ok forget it....u had no probs in de begining...u were really nice...infact even my parents didnt treat me lky dat....de way u would laugh out my stupidity...de way u wil tease my silly acts...etc....fights are dere lky everyday....but dere was some kind of fun and love in it....i don remember u hurting me in anyways.....but now de same bahaviours and habits are IRRITATING u....i rarely see u laugh out issues.........those sweet fights have vanished and now..............................................................
i juz donno wat im suppose to do....everything i do ends up to irritate u....at times i really thing im not ur cup of tea...maybe u deserve a more matured person....

i don think anything lky how i imagined is gonna happen today.....well im still keeping my fingers crossed........hoping and wishing dat some miracle happens and everything goes back to normal....
but im prepared for disappoints too....its ok if nothing happens....but please i don wan a part 2..... i don think i can handle dis...its oredi a little too much to handle.....but all dis will nvr change something.....and i hope u noe wat im toking abt.....it always remains has it was!!!....

i cant control LAUGHTERS... im not a person hu LAUGHS easily.....pls don make me LAUGH....

not emo.......

2008-10-23T23:15:00.003+08:00

OKAIIIII............................................

I'm slightly better todae....not dat im not emo anymore its juz dat i dont wan to tok or think abt it anymore.....i could lky finally tok those things out.........i feel dat i juz think tooo much and tooo far la............but im stil scared la its juz dat im pretending to forget it......lets see if it works...

AND THKZ TO DAT PERSON FOR BEING DERE FOR ME!!......i dowan to sae hu la but i noe dat u wil noe im toking abt u.........in case u guys are thinking its my guy.......NO ITS NOT!!!....

But seriously after lky toking to u i feel so relaxed la.......eventhough i was toking cork den lky a idiot.........WOW!!...u were lky toking to me trying to calm me down.....i doubt if im such a good listener.............. U noe y i really lky de way u reacted....coz i noe dat i was toking cork and i also noe u feel so too.....but de way u tok to me was GREAT!!....i liked de way u said " yes priya u're rite" everytime i asked "am i rite"......even wen i noe all dat was insane......and after i was done wif those EMO stuff....i lky de way u went back to veri single point i said den...de way u put thinga was great....i donno if u understand how i feel but u definitly noe how to tok to me wen im down!!!............................THKZ.....I LOVE YOU!!!.............

sorry guys i noe u guys don understand a fuck abt dis post but i juz wanted to thank dat person dats all......its too late to blog something else now....got to skool early tml.....see ya dere!!!

nitez.........................im lky sleeping as early as 12.30......GREAT!!!.....:)

NO MORE EMO!!!................................

2008-10-23T03:12:00.002+08:00

FUCK!!!!...................ITS 6 AM!!!!........

I DONNO Y DE FUCK I CANNOT SLEEP!!..............

OH MY GOD!!!.............................

SERIOUSLY I CANT TAKE DIS!!!!........................................

EMO...

2008-10-23T00:39:00.007+08:00

DON READ DIS POST IF U DON LIKE DE WORD FUCK!!!!.......... (PLS its a request not a warning)

WA I STARTING TO HATE MYSELF LA...........................

IM LKY FUCKING EMO NOWADAYS...............DE REASON IS JUZ NOT CLEAR...............IM NOT LKY HIDING ANY FUCKING THING LO ITS JUZ DAT I DONNO............................

I don even noe HOW to rite n WAT to rite la..................

Okai.....its lky if u really noe me well u would have found dat im not lky dat normal priya... it was lky i wanted to tone down dats true but now im nt toned down im juz EMO.......SOME ppl did find out la.....but haiya i seriously donno wat de fuck to sae lo.........its at de tip of fucking tongue but juz not coming out............

But i noe im juz not FEELING GOOD.............i donno maybe FOR FUCK LA!!...but tel me atleast juz let de fucking feelings out la.................

I FUCKING FEEL..............................................................................................

~ SAD
~ SCARED
~ STRESS
~ STUCK wif some stuff
~ JUZ FUCKED UP!!!!..............................................................................

I juz hope someone could juz read my FUCKED UP mind rite now......................BUT none could........................
guess i dream too much la........i hope i can juz get over dis fucking feeling but my bloody fucked up mind refuse to.....................Im fucking angry wif myself la........................but donno y!...............but i feel slightly better..........i guess its bcoz i have used "fuck" sooo many times...........

IM BAD I NOE!!!!...............HEYYYY BUT ONLY AT TIMES!!!...................

if something happens tml..........lky de taxi dat i take kana accident and spot out......................guess wat i wil happy....ok la i feel for dat taxi driver but nvrm...........hu cares..........................LOL!!!.......
Its not dat i wanna die its juz dat i hate dat FUCKING FEELING im going through..................

ITS JUZ TOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHH FOR ME................................................

2008-10-19T15:18:00.012+08:00

I HAVE SERIOUSLY DECIDED TO STOP ALL NONSENSE !!!!

~ NO MORE GOING OUT.....

~NO MORE SLACKING..... (REALLY SERIOUS)

~NO MORE BEING LOUD.....

~NO MORE CHATTING IN CLASS.....

Before i stop all dis let me juz say watever i wan to......ok i personally feel dat i wanna apologise to all of u.....ronald, sri, wong, meihui, julian, siti, shio an IM VERI SORRY!!!.......

IM SORRY.....bcoz i was loud and i juz speak lky dat....i agree dat i don't really think before i tok and maybe at times i might have said things casually and it might have hurt you guys......look guys i don mean those tings those are juz redandant words............it doesnt mean a fuck.......... so juz fuck care if u have felt anything so far.............i promise to tone down and behave in class..... and i wil definitly think before making any comments from now on.......so IM SINCERLY SORRY for any of my INconsiderate behaviour..........i hope to remain in good relationship u guys as long as possible....SO LETS ALL PUT DE PAST BEHIND AND MOVE ON !!!.........

I AM SORRY!!!...........................

SO...........................juz decided to post those NICE MOMORIES OF EVENTS IN SEM 2!!!......

KBOX !!!................

Dats really fun....i havr nvr been to kbox....and dat was so exciting for me........we wnt to the outlet in cineleisure......well the room was really good...was veri comfortable.....we had paid abt 14 per head....and spent lkt 3 to 6or 7 la......most of de songs dere were chinese and so i didnt really sing much.......BUT I SO SIAN OF CHINESE SONGS.....hey!! im not against chinese or wat la ok....i was so sian bcoz all thoses songs were EMO!!!......VERI EMO.........I don remember any happy songs........but i really liked dat chinese song......THE CUPCAKE ONE!!!......(really long one) but i did sing some songs lky........Take a bow (my FAV) , Bye Bye , I knew i loved you , When your gone.....but i only sang take a bow de rest i didnt really sing la.......BUT WAS REALLLY FUUUUNNN!!!...................

WONG ,SHIO AN , MEIHUI STOLE THE DATE!!!........

i expected wong to sing well.....and i have heard shio an sing at times but nvr heard mei hui..... and i was AMAZED.......mei hui did sing a good number of song...it was not only sung but WELL SUNG.........WOW!!....

these are some pics we took........

DIS IS DE ENRIRE CLIQUE!!!....

WONG'S BIRTHDAY!!........

Another significant event dat occured.....we all enjoyed ourselves.....mei hui couldn't make dat day.....but i sure she wanted to come......ALL FATHERS ARE DE SAME.....i totally understand bcoz im in her shoes MOST OF DE TIMES!!!.........but luckly dis time my dad wasnt dat bad we went to TWO PLACE!!! TOTALLY IMPORTANT PLACES!!!****........

~ RED HOUSE !!!!!!!!!!!

I heard its very scary place.....and de tangs owner had kept his mistress and his kids......and due to some reason they died dere.....and it seems dat he has abandond de place and de reason is unknown.......................SEE IF YOU CAN SPOT ANYTHING!!!.................i couldnt......

~OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL !!!!!!!!!

OKAI.....Dis freak me out................was damn scary!!!.....bcoz its pitch dark and i could hardly see anything clearly......each pair had a torch but still was SCARY!!!................Dats de stairs we took to go up to de OCH.......omg i and ronald were pushed back and we were de last pair..... WAS REALLY FREAKIN ME OUT!!!..............But i didn't see anything......julian said he saw a.........ok i DARE NOT blog......but i didnt see any damn thing dere.......i was imagining all sort of things bcoz of de darkness la.....im REALLY SCARED OF DARK!!!............i noe wat u guys gonna say...... PUSSY!!!............OF COURSE I AM A PUSSY!!!!...........LOL!!!!............HAHAHAHA!!!.....

OKAI GUYS!!!.........feel free to tag WATEVER U LKY..................

FROM TML EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE NEW!!!!.........................................................................

studies...

2008-10-15T22:54:00.004+08:00

i have juz made my blog private....haiyzzz......its all coz of one of my fren..... she is SUCH A KPO!!!.... always wanna tok abt ME, MY FRENS AND BEAST.....
I juz dun get y she is behaving lky dis.......always complain abt me and my stuff......and todae she had soo much to say abt yday's post......

And so i told beast and of course i got angry and we started agruing abt wat to do next.....he wanted me to make my blog private...even though i didn't wan it in de begining after so much of DISCUSSION i agreed wat else can i do..........he's rite la in way la.......she is capable of anything and everything......she wil happliy show dis to my parent or hu ever she feels lky.......anyway i guess dat prob is solved now..................HOPEFULLY!!!***.......

I think its really time i put away those distractions and stuff till my moldules are over.....im really disracted la....my main disracted is.....ENTERTAINMENT.......haiya.....i juz hate to stay in class la....i cant concentrate either......its oredi lky 15 OCTOBERand im lky cant be bothered.....
im not going to repeat any mistakes dat i did last sem.......

Okay la its not lky im disracted by entertainment la its juz bcoz de moldules are sooo fucking dry and im so bored......NO INSPIRATION......but i should bring down my loved ones trust at ANY COST......i hope so.....im gonna start concentrating in class la seriously.....NO JOKE.....guys i noe u all thinking "HAHAHA DAT NOT GONNA HAPPEN".........pls loh i think i wil seriously gonna change.....

Too many things to take care of la.......im not gonna waste time anymore....but dat doesn't mean dat im gonna be studying lky 24 hrs la.....its juz dat im gonna listen to TEACHERS and STUDY SINCERLY......not gonna be LAZY anymore.........NO MORE SLACKING......

Hey but all these doesn't mean....no going out ok.......DATS A MUST...........we have to relax coz its not gonna be easy so we have to take a BREAK AND HAVE A KIT-KAT....HAHAH!!!......its lky dis week we didnt go out much ah.....hmmm i juz realizing it.........we should make some sort of plans asap............HEY YA!! WAT HAPPEN TO DAT EAST COAST THING!!!.....FASTER LEH DECIDE SOMETHING GUYS.....i have oredi tot of de reason im gonna tel my parents....
PROJECT!!!..........HAHAHAHAHA!!!.................LOL.............

But i nvr wanna let these effect my studies.....NVR!! NVR!!......im going to study hard loh.....im not gonna say i wil start from tml.....NONO.....im gonna start from TONIGHT......NO FUTHER DELAYS................some ppl out dere have started TOK abt some factors around me.....IM GOING TO PROVE THEM WRONG AT ANY COST............im really pissed off bcoz it concerns someone dat i really treasure.....and will nvr wan dat person to lose out or be pointed at for anything.....so im juz gonna do all dis for.....DAT PERSON.......

im gonna start wif acounting......yea bcoz its my fav.......ok guys.....got to study.....u guys study too....good luck!!!............

EHUB!!!....

2008-10-15T01:37:00.013+08:00

WOW !!!.................

WAS REALLY A DATE LOH!!!......

I REALLY ENJOYED!!!.............THANKS MAN***!!!........ HAHAHAHA!!!....

OK it was lky finally i went to Ehub's ferris wheel.....well actually speaking i didnt really wait long la....i saw it de first time wen i went to wong's birthday and since dat min my hreats poundering for ONLY DAT!!!......its lky 25-m high Ferris Wheel at E!hub. Suitable for everyone in the family, each complete ride takes around 6mins. This is a unique ‘weather-proof’ Ferris Wheel that stands inside the E!hub mall.

DIS IS HOW IT LOOKS LKY!!!.....

SWEET ISN'T IT !!!........

HEY I NOE WAT U THINKIN.......CHILDISH!!! RITE???....

NONONONONO!!!!

IT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SWEEEEEEET!!!!....

Yea so i went dere wif him.....he so soo shy loh i juz donno y.....he finds it childish...but i did feel it when i was on de ride la.....some how felt lky all eyes on us...... our bad luck we were de only one riding it........maybe LUCKY la.... Nah...nth happen up dere..... NOTHING.... REALLY IT WAS LKY SOMEONES ALWAYS WATCHING!!!.......but i really enjoyed it......

And guess where went next..... ARCADE.... but he didnt bring his card niether did i..... so we didnt play la of course....but u noe i don come out juz lky dat.....

SOOOO............ WE GOT DIS!!!!!........

YUP SWEETS!!!!....

We juz did it for fun and again guess was really a luck day!!!......

GOT HAND FULL OF SWEETS!!!

(from those machines in arcade)

hmmmm.....ya so de evening was really great......we had our dinner at pasta mania.....OH SHIT I DIDNT TAKE ANY SNAPS!!!!.......anyway dats abt it..............

And of course travelling from dere to boonlay was WONDERFULL...OMG!!! NO WORDS....

de train was EMPTY FOR ABT 15 MINS.... dat OF COURSE GREAT!!!!!..........HEHE!!!...

I was WOW-ING de whole evening............................

SERIOUSLY MY BEST DATE OUT......Im lky fucking happy today!!!......

WE DIDNT FIGHT AT ALL!!!........

how nice life could be if it was as sweet as it was today!!!...

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!...... LOVE YOU!!!!!......... <3>

life......

2008-10-06T21:23:00.005+08:00

haiyzz..... wat do i say.....

things are juz not rite la.....

even though i have my blog and i wanna tok things out sometime it juz cant be siad........

There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.

The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl.

For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her.

Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someone who is different. As I got closer, the little girl lowered her eyes slightly to avoid my intent stare. As I approached her, I could see the shape of her back more clearly.

She was grotesquely shaped in a humped over form. I smiled to let her know it was OK; I was there to help, to talk. I sat down beside her and opened with a simple, "Hello"; The little girl acted shocked, and stammered a "hi"; after a long stare into my eyes. I smiled and she shyly smiled back. We talked until darkness fell and the park was completely empty. I asked the girl why she was so sad. The little girl looked at me with a sad face said, "Because, I'm different"; I immediately said, "That you are!"; and smiled. The little girl acted even sadder and said, "I know." "Little girl," I said, "you remind me of an angel, sweet and innocent."

She looked at me and smiled, then slowly she got to her feet and said, "Really?" "Yes, you're like a little Guardian Angel sent to watch over all people walking by." She nodded her head yes, and smiled.

With that she opened the back of her pink dress and allowed her wings to spread, then she said "I am. I'm your Guardian Angel," with a twinkle in her eye. I was speechless -- sure I was seeing things."

She said, "For once you thought of someone other than yourself. My job here is done;" I got to my feet and said, "Wait, why did no one stop to help an angel?"

She looked at me, smiled, and said, "You are the only one that could see me," and then she was gone.

I noe wat u guys thinking y priya suddenly blog lky dis rite.....
IT NOT PRIYA!!......HAHAHA!!!.......

No guys dis is de fact................. u see de angel was waiting down dere and none of them approached her............. when somethings its waiting for you no one seem to understand de importance of it.......they worship and devote themself when its not dere......... wats de use of all dat when everythings over........ ur not gonna get it again!!.....

IT NOT DERE ANYMORE!!!!....................... EVERYTHING IS LKY DAT!!!...................................
Regardless of FRENS or LOVED ONES.......

I have realized my priorities in life and of course i cherish them...... really do!!.... and i hope im not wrong in expecting de same in returns!!!!............okie maybe it takes time for others to REALIZE them!!!.......i juz hope and wish they REALIZE BEFORE ITS TOOOO LATE........

OKAI GUYS!!!!........don think too much its has no hidden meanings......... juz wanted to blog abt something and i tot dis...............nothing else....but of course if some ppl are guilty after reading dis..................... den its REALIZE DE VALUE OF PPL AROUND U!!!........

TREASURE WAD U HAV........BEFORE IT SLIPS THUR UR HANDS!!!.....

sorry for de emo post.....tml will be a EXTRA EXTRA HAPPY one......(HOPEFULLY!!!)

skoolll......

2008-10-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

okie...... i'm gonna get it over and done wif all those things......

LETS NOT TOK ABT IT ANY MORE !!!..............

ok skool was fun lky any other day........
guess its de best time in my life..................
i n my frens went out to KFC for dinner................i suggested it hahaha...... ya i noe im a zhu rou...im denying any facts here....... hehe!!....

i went for appointment todae and well every damn test was taken....... but reports are out tml...... guess got to back for PART 2......................IRRITATING yet SCARY.............he doesnt really recommend dat *** (hope u guys understand) but he says i should take care of dat.....he is asking me to get a little more serious and follow wat he says as he has not seen any improvements................. but he didnt really tok to me much....... i had to wait outside he was toking to my dad for a long time............ anyway i feel its time to FUCK CARE as dere's a end to every damn thing..... and let time take its cause......... i have let everything in de hands of something UP DERE!!!............ HOPEFULLY EVERTHING WILL BE GOOD!!!..........

I'LL CONTINUE TML.......GOT TO GO!!!...........

ROOM WARMING!!!...

2008-09-30T11:01:00.007+08:00

WOW !!!!..................

I HAD DE BEST ROOM WRAMING EVER...........

we were playing all types of pokers...blackjack.....forms of losing monie games......

HAHAHAHA..................all THAKS TO JULIAN!!!!..............

We ordered 2 PIZZA's , 20 DRUMMLETS , 2 GARLIC BREAD......and guess wat all cost abt 50 ++ ONLY....... HEY STOP THINKIN WE BOUGHT IT FROM SOME HAS BEEN OK.... it was from PIZZA HUT and CANNADIAN...... HAHA!!!....... thanks to ronald for de COUPONS....

One sad thing is dat we cuoldnt eat inside my house.....my family members are veg for a month (some religious staff) and i BROKE it........it seems dat im a sinner now...... . anyway dats y we couldnt eat inside..... we had to sit down at the corridor to have our dinner.... and of course we left our trade make there.... de place was all dirty and ronald left de alph R dere on de wall as a trade mark of being there.....

WAS REAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLYYYY FUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNN !!!!!!

I was still sad as wong and meihui cuoldnt make it on dat day......we all missed them....espeacially wong when we were gambling...... THE TAIN CAI WASNT DERE!!!.........

SRIE wanted to stay but she couldnt bcoz of her SIS n MOM.......i could understand her situation as im in her shoes most of de times......but sri u did miss out alot of fun we had...... everyone left only at 10 ++ or 11 i think......

AND OF COURSE NOT FORGETING RONALD.....BANKKKKKKKRUPTTTT!!!!!

SERIOUSLY WAS DE BEST " ROOM WRAMING" I HAVE EVER SEEN OR BEEN THROUGH !!!

LOL!!! OK GUYS WE WIL HAVE OUR PART 2 ON DEEPAVALI !!!.................bring more COINS...... HAHAHA......

21 st SEPTEMBER!!!.......

2008-09-21T00:53:00.006+08:00

ok... results are out....

everything's ok fine.....im promoted to next sem.....but i guess i got to work extra hard....i think i will.... no thinking I WILL!!!...i had taken things too light.....i didnt realize de seriousness den..... Now im realizing....hmmm....im glad dat i atleast relised it now !!!.........................

im sooo mood out la............

i donno wat to sae...........

i feel dat i don have a personal space for myself.........really disturbed................ Certain things and feeling cant be said to even to our better half.........and dats when u need someone who don tell anyone, don respond,don think anything abt us.......and dis only person is......................

DIARY!!........

i have de habit of writting diary since abt 9 yrs old......but ON ONE NOES!!!.......BUT today...... bcoz of my careless behaviour....my cousin sis found it......she read it......and her sister also read it......... all dis is not a prob at all bcoz even if they noe all my secrets they will not say it out and they are not gonna understand most of it.........so i don think they wil be any prob...

BUT now after knowing all dis another person wans to read it.......when i said NO............

HE SAID.................

why cant u let me read when two others have read it?.......i don have de rights and they do?.......

????????????????????????????...............................

i don have answers any of these.......im juz not comfortable.....im sure he can understand everything i have written......some might really shock him.....WAT IF HE THINK TOO MUCH..... and at dis point of time i don think he can take it.....dats the prob.....if i tel him dis he ask me wat dat thing dat ur hiding from me...........................................

STRESS!!!....................................

Ronald i understand ur disappointed wif me.......and u even started thinking IM JUZ UR HI BYE FREN bcoz i didnt really go out wif u ........If i don go out and roam wif u it doesnt mean dat we r juz hi bye frens ok............don behaviour lky thai bai.........juz machinosai ok!!!...................Once de term starts then we can go where ever u wan...............................

STOP UR HI BYE NONSENSE!!

byeeeeeeeee guys................

flyer...

2008-09-16T22:00:00.002+08:00

OOOOOOOOO MY GODDDDDDDDD !!!!!!!

ONLY ONE DAY LEFT FOR RESULTS.....

but somehow im juz not bothered ...ok la im actually worried.....veri worried but i juz carry on wif MY STUFF....

Its lky FINALLY i went to singapore flyer....none of my family members liked it....whereas i LOVED IT.....surprising dat even my cousin brothers all abt 4 yrs were not excited....but i was...

IT WAS WONDERFUL !!!.....
ok i guess i liked it bcoz of my mood then la...when i was right at de top singapore looked so beautiful.....my god !!!..... wow!!!...RONALD u got to go dere im sure u wil lky it.....we go tgt ....
i was taking pics....im lazy to upload it todae....i put it up tml....sry sri i noe ur disappointed....

ok im gonna slp i continue dis tml ok....

GOOD LUCK GUYS!!!....

2008-09-15T17:51:00.002+08:00

hey guys!!!...

im waiting for skool to start guys i juz hate dis holiday it was F***ING BAD!!!
haiz.......

ONLY TWO DAYS FOR RESULTS !!!!!!!

Guys wish u all good luck and best wishes...... =)

And im soooo pissed off todae......
sooooooooooo many bad things happen tgt..... guess todae is not my day at all.....

De min i woke up itself i was pissed off......maybe its all my fault....
last night before sleeping i wanted to rite something down in my diary.....and suddenly my mum came in so i hid it under my pillow...then i juz doze off hoping no one wil find out.....but my cousin sis surprise me dis morning...... she woke up ...and i totally forgot abt dat diary dere......she had juz droped by to say hi....after dat only i got reminded of dat n when i went to check................
guess IT WASNT DERE!!!.........i juz didnt noe wat to do n who to ask.....i have written things which i dont even wan my better half to noe..............dats when my idiotic cousin sister n stole it n claims dat its soo thrilling to read others diary.......i juz donno wat gonna do after reading....

HI Nanz....
im sry da.....i noe ur angry wif me dats y u didnt ans my cal rite....im soooo sorry.....
i was in a veri bad mood.... And wat u were toking juz made it worst i didnt mean anything i said juz now i hope u noe dat....im sorry for behaving lky dat da....anyway i think its best to forget it...
dats BEST...but if ur asking me then juz take a break nanz....y u wanna stress urself thinking abt all dat now....i told u in de begining itself da...u see wat happen now....we will meet up one of these days ok u come over da......guess it time for our long lost chat again.......even i have alot to share....im was waiting for dis too.....ok u cal me when ur free ok....

ok guys....again good luck!!!.............

holiday....

2008-09-12T12:09:00.000+08:00

Holidays = Stuck At Home = Boring......
Im juz waiting for sem to start dats de only way i can ROAM around......
HAHAHAHA.....
my dad's going india for a week.....YEAH!!!.......
Im so happy....finaly i can see de light.....FREEDOM!!!!...............
Im sorry guys i noe dat i turned down u guys a number of times but i cant help it my dad'a a little toooo conservative....IM SORRY....
I hope u guys noe me well...have ever said NO to be lofer when we were studying..... and dats Wat im missing nw.... Im juz waiting to get backto sim.....
WOW !!! i can't imagine..... life's gonna be EXTRA EXTRA FUN!!!!.....
Our next sem moldules are "ok" rite.... far better than last sem's......
I guess statistics gonna be de killer next sem..... hey but isnt dat so much better than two killers... MPO & B.MATH
Anyway im really waiting for next sem.....
I hope i clear all three moldules dis sem i dowan to repeat any...... my dad's gonna kill me if i do!!!
I juz hope they moderate mpo & math.....not forgetting sri's hope she wans moderation in eng too... im praying hard here.... i guess everything gonna be in favour for us.... everthing's gonna be perfectly fine !!!..... gd luck guys !!!

bad day.......

2008-09-05T20:13:00.004+08:00

De start of my holiday itself is FUCKING BAD.......................................
im in my uncle's place today in kl today who i really HATE.....
guess wat happen my family members told me we wil be going to desaru but we are not we are heading towards genting tonight....im sooo pissed off wif all these things....
IM NOT ENJOYING.....i feel its a waste of time & money....
anyway i cant say anything here its all their choice....so im juz waiting to come back....
GUYS i missing chatting wif u all....
and of course i miss de video call dat i will alway receive from ronald..........
i wil be coming to singapore on tues...........
hmmmm ok dats all for now....
miss u guys.....
byeeee........

da i donno if ur reading dis if u are then go check ur blog i have left some comments dere i dowan to rite here da u noe some UNWANTED ppl also noe dat im having dis blog... i dowan to take risk i guess u noe who's dat person....in case u don its my BEST FREN da....u noe dat gal....
ok ma check ur blog da ok....
byeeee..........

byeeee guysssss........................

2008-09-04T19:06:00.003+08:00

ok dis gonna be last post before im leaving......

i guess and hope dat i wil be back on mon...if not then it should be tuesday..........

anyway guys im gonna miss u alot.....

even we only noe each other for a few months something between us.....

dats wat i feel........am sure ronald feels dis too....am i rite ronald???....

i donno when u guys are gonna read dis....i wil try to come online....im sorry if i cant or i cant catch u all.... update ur blogs i WILL read.....anything juz tag me....i'll reply when i see....

miss me !!!................hahaha....HO LIAN PI....... rite!!!..................lolololol.........

ok tian cai i wil miss u calling me skank!!.....

and of course ronald calling me zhu rou.........

HAHAHAHAHA..................

ronald relax ok don think too much abt de 4bia ok....its all nonsense.....

ok darlings see u all next week!!!..................

byeeeeeeeeeee!!!! take care!!!! muahahahahahahahhahaha.........................

STUDY....STUDY....

2008-08-31T17:24:00.006+08:00

alrite.........

im out on sunday................hooray...................

BUT TO STUDY...............:(

my exam's starting tml.....

OH MY GODDD.......

im not preparedat all......i noe its not lky secondary skool or lky N or O level....

HAIYZ..........

some how when i sit down seriously to study..something wil spoil my mood....

as u all noe im a veri "mood person" so i have to have de mood to study if i don i juz cant and i wil juz fuck care...

so normally when im high i study....and dats when some BLOODY FOOLS wil pick a fight and spoil it......there goes my mood dats it i wont study....

so u see wats de cause of all these last minute things.....

i noe wat u all thinking........

"SKANK'S GIVING REASONS"

HAHAHAHAHA..........................................

no ok dats de FACT.......

Anyway i got confidence in my eng....

but MPO.....we tot its going to be easy but its not....

it worst then history paper.....

guess its time for MUGGING..........

MATH..........................................

DONNO WAT TO SAY............................

STILL HIGH.....GOT A+ FOR CA...............HAHAHA.....

BUT I GUESS DIS PAPER I WIL FLUNG..............................

STRESS.................................................................................................................

OK SKANKS AND SKUNKS.......................

GD LUCK AND BEST WISHES FOR ALL THREE PAPERS.........

HOPE NONE OF US REPEAT ANY MOLDULES NEXT SEM......................

REMEMBER ITS $$$$ 7OO ++ FOR EACH PAPER................................

HOPE TO SEE ALL NEXT SEM................SO BAD RITE.....HAHAHAHA....

OKOK...............................

LETS ALL PRAY HARD!!!!!!

GOOD LUCK & BEST WISHES TIAN CAI'S................

LOVE LIFE........

2008-08-28T23:26:00.008+08:00

okay i didnt wan to blog todae bcoz i wanted to study..............
but something's disturbing me too much........

I have no probs saying I LOVE YOU......

BUT I ONLY SAY DIS TO MY FRENS......

i didnt expect dis from you u surprised me.........................
okay....... maybe its my fault too....but dats how i behave to all.............
dere's anything wrong in expressing wat u feel.......
and dere's nothing wrong in in wat ever u said..........
im not lky other gals hu get angry over these things........
its your ur feelings i respect it.......
u noe and i noe how i responded to ur feelings dat day......
i would have done de same thing to everyone.....
dat doesn't mean i have any feeling for u.......
pls dun mistake me..........
im telling u again wat u did dat day is not wrong but u said todae is veri wrong u noe....
u have all rights to tel me wat u feel.........
but sorry to tell u dis.............
U DUN HAVE ANY RIGHTS OVER MY LIFE............
OK IM SORRY.... U HAVE ALL RIGHTS.....BUT AS A FREN ONLY..........
pls da pls dun repeat wat u said todae....i can't take it.....
if he ever noe's dis dats it i can't even tok to u....
for ur info he doesnt lky u nowadays n if he noe's dis..........
OMG................I CANT IMAGINE..........................
look da.....
im willing to forget everything you said i wont react in anyway........
even you forget everything ok......EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.............
we will frens again ok da.....
dats only if u stop thinking and saying lky wat ur doing now............

i have no probs saying I LOVE YOU......
BUT I ONLY SAY DIS TO MY FRENS......
PLS DA I DOWAN TO LOSE A FREN LKY U.....
DUN MAKE ME LOSE YOU.....

FRENS FOREVER

EXAMS!!!!!!!.................

2008-08-27T23:09:00.004+08:00

WOW.........................................................

CA RESULTS ARE OUT................................

I GOT A+ FOR MATH...............................

OMG!!!!.................I CANT BELIVE IT...............

im sure i don own all de credits............

it belongs to u guys too..............thankz guys.....................

and of course ONE SPECIAL PERSON claims to plays very impt part.............

LOL................

anyway i agree u helped me......

u tot me in different ANGLES ,different PLACES , different STYLES..........

LOLOLOL......................u noe WAT IM TOKING ABT rite..........

thankz panni.............hahaha.........

ok im studying hard now........

ok i have no idea wats MPO abt......

i still working on my math.....

guess i started studying a little late infact VERY LATE.................

haiyz.......

next time i should start studying early........

ok i don even wanna waste a second............

LOL.............................................

good luck and best wishes guys..........

BITCH

2008-08-26T01:46:00.003+08:00

OK SOME IDIOT TAG ME
''BITCH''

FOR DAT BITCH HU SAID IM A BITCH

if you FUCKING hell have de gutsto do dis u jolly well pput ur name
im not dat sort who is ashame of such things and hide it
ppl who really noe me will noe if im a bitch or not
so ur FUCKING comment is not bothering me i inch
i noe hu de hell u r
keep ur mouth and ass shut

FUCK OFF MY BLOG
I DON ENTERTAIN BITCHES LKY YOU
FUCKING BITCH

studies..............

2008-08-26T01:28:00.003+08:00

hi guys.........

i noe and understand dat u guys are worried abt my studies....
firstly im thankful for all your love and care....
i feel lucky and gifted for getting all of....
its definitely a BOON........ thkz god...........

but guys different ppl are different kind when it comes to studies
im soory if i have disappointed any of you but dats me i have my own
way of doing things it may disappoint some of you but guys im fine
i noe wat im doing i am studying at home its not reasons dat i wan this and dat
its de fact dat i wan music loud and i cant study in a grp its will not help me and others
i don wan to spoil others........................................................................................................

DUN WORRY I WILL ALWAYS BE WIF U ALL
I TREASURE ALL OF U AND ANYTHING FOR DIS FRENSHIP
I WIL CLEAR ALL..........................
I WILL MOVE ON WIF ALL OF U NEXT SEM........................

ANYWAY IM TOUCHED GUYS...........
THERE'S NOTHING TO GET ANGRY HERE ALL UR POST JUZ SHOWS ME LOVE AND CARE U HAVE ON ME.................................

NVR WILL PRIYA BRING DAT DOWN.....................................

DEAREST RONALD AND WONG,

I PROMISE DAT I WIL MAKE FEEL PROUD WHEN U GUYS SEE MY RESULTS....................

THANKYOU GUYSSSSSSSS....................................

my heart hurts......

2008-08-22T22:28:00.003+08:00

IM SORRY GUYS.....
MAYBE MY POST WAS TOOO HARSH YDAY....
I WAS TOO FUSTRATED...
SORRY FOR MY EMO POST TODAE.....
GUESS U ALL GOT TO BEAR WIF IT.........
DIS DOESN'T CONCERN ANY OF U GUYS...

It seems lky i have no probs in life rite....
PRIYA-is prob free
-everything's perfect for her
-no worries
-always happy
-such a gifted hilton....
.....................................................BIG FAT LIES................................................................
I don wanna so emo but i have to express myself to something or someone rite....
im nvr alone dere's always ppl around me....
-frens
-families
-loved one
-flings................haha juz kidding
but de truth is dat
when im broke
when i need ppl
when i wan someones shoulders to lean on
when i wan to tok to someone
when i wan a tight hug
when i feel lkt i wanna cry

DERE'S NO ONE AROUND...........
guys dun get offended i don mean u all r not dere for me im trying to say is dat i cant open up....
guess its my fault its ME....IM DE CAUSE OF EVERYTHING............
normally i wil juz keep it to myself ill try to forget those by being more jovial n skanky
i guess now u all noe y im so jovial rite but it all fake its juz a alternative i found to over come my problems......wat to say...........................NTH'S RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..........................................
i donno wat to say la.........
im juz not happy wif de way my life is......
i feel lky crying.................feeling left out....................
im juz not being treated well........
if only i have a BOON i wil get rid of some ppl in life..........
its bcoz of these ''non related'' ppl im going through shit in life.........
i wish i could juz tell them off lky dis.....but i cant....i dare not.....................
wat am i suppose to do.....................my heart hurts......
maybe i was too fast in everything....
i did things lky world's going to end tml n now im regreting........
everyone's right im too young to take decisions i should have waited......
i cant expect anything from anyone......
EXPECTING IS NOT RIGHT OR DE PPL IM COUNTING ON R NOT RIGHT..............

I JUZ DONNO.............
y must ppl interfere in my life soooo much.....
y are they competing over my rights.........
over my ppl................
LIFE'S FUCKED UP BCOZ OF SOME FUCKED UP PPL.............

...................................

2008-08-21T10:46:00.002+08:00

ok guys firstly im so sorrrry for no blogging.......
u all noe im such a zhu rou.....hahahaha....

lately dere are too many emotions going on in my mind and heart......'
~ SHOCK
~DISAPPOINTED
~SAD
~ANGRY
~LOST
~...........................

And most of these are bcoz of wats going in my skool among us...
i hope u all noe abt me but let me juz make myself clear again.........
one thing abt me is dat i juz HATE ppl hu r not TRUTHFUL ppl hu r FAKE.........
wat i mean is dat ppl hu don show up their true colours in de BEGINING itself.....
I HATE THEM...................HU EVER IT IS...........

ok let be frank here....we all cant juz accept u back to our clique anymore....
even though i tried veri hard yday to SAVE DE DAY i don think i did .....
even i cant play on y do u even bother abt de rest...
yes todae everyone was pretending to be good but its all FAKE......
WE CANT ACT ANYMORE......
i think we can be class mates but not frens anymore......
i don wish to tok abt de past but i cant forget them either....
bitching abt other lky u do is veri disgusting.....
i nvr knew u had such a rotten character....................
OH MY GOD..................
WHY ARE U SUCH A BITCH.............
you bitch abt siti to ronald and abt ronald to siti......
u think we r lky u isit TOKING BEHIND PPL'S BACK............
i tot u r not but i juz got to noe dat u are.....
and wat surprising is dat u can tok abt wong to me when u noe im close to him then U....
u r digging ur own grave......
y do u care if meihui got bathe or she has bf when we dun,wat u should be looking is
abt dat person's character...i noe im wrong in expecting dis from a person hu doesnt even noe the meaning of FRENS...............ur juz not a true fren to anyone.....
and y de hell must u tok abt xioa an's eng.....if ur sooo gd y r U even here....
u cant even understand my simple english n u dare tok abt others.....
U R FUCKING HO LIAN PI.............
AND I FUCKING PISSED OFF BY YOU....
i understand dat u wan to change grp next sem ....
wif DIN....is din a girl i tot u cant get along wif guys.....WAT A LIE..................
JUZ BCOZ OF HIM U WANNA LEAVE UR GRP......
anyway dun worry we or they dun lose out anything bocz ur not there....
its u hu is doing all dis at de cost of our frenship.....
go ahead no one's stopping niether do we wan u back........
JULIAN, RUPING, CECILLIA ARE SOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN U................
ur a MULTI-HEADED snake u noe...........im fucking disguisted............
pls pls i dowan to even see u.....
PLS DUN COME AND TOK TO ME AGAIN......
i do not entertain such BITCHES...........
i agree losing ur mother is a veri unfortune thing...
i sincerly feel bad for u...
but u cant use dis has a weaponon ppl n issues....
we cant forgiv u for everything u do juz for dis reason when it doesnt even concern ur mom....
it juz bcoz of ur rotten character.......
pls dun create sympathy its juz not working....i juz dun get wat so gooood abt gaining sympathy...
I JUZ CANT STOP RITTING ABT U....
PLS DUN TRY UR LUCK BY TOKING TO ME AGAIN.....
ITS NOT GOING TO WORK....
I MIGHT EVEN SLAP U.....
I DUN WISH TO MEET A PERSON LKY U IN LIFE EVER AGAIN...........
I DUN HATRED LIST TO ADD YOU IN.....
IF I EVER DUN LIKE OR HATE A PERSON..........................
I WILL ERASE THEM OFFF MY SWEET LIFE.............
AND JUZ DUN DESERVE TO PLAY A PART IN MY LIFE............
I GIV U ALL DE RITS TO BITCH ABT ME.....
ONE ONES GONNA LISTEN TO U.............
THEY ALL NOE ME...........
U CAN BITCH ABT ME IN UR FUCKING EMO BLOG...........
I DUN CARE!!!!

im touched....

2008-08-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

i was soooo touched by ronald....he is sooooo adorable.....
i didnt expect dis from him....
i told him i wont be coming to skool...
he surprised me by getting angry he started scolding me....
''YOU COME TO SKOOL TML !!"
"DON SKIP LESSON!!"
"I WAN TO SEE YOU TML"
"UR PARENTS CANT DO DIS, THEY SHOULD GO DURING WEEKEND"
"I WONT FREN U IF U DON COME"
"I DIDNT SEE U ON WED,TODAE AND ALSO FRIDAE"
.....................................................................(AND CARRIED ON LKY DIS)

HAHAHAHA........
dis is all i did.....he is so concern about me and my studies......
i repeated those highlighted to him again and asked him.....
so your missing me isit ur worried dat u cant see me isit?....
he said"ya i miss you".......
for a moment i was sooo touched by his cute confronting.....
then i said "im touched ronald"......guess wat he said.....
yea....."its abt time u r touched".............
HAHAHAHAHA..........................funny n adorable guy......

im feel sooo lucky to get such a fren in such a short time....
i seriously didnt expect dis.....
heart felt thanks to all angles above for giving me such frens....
im really gifted i guess.....
i juz hope and wish dat dis will last....i dowanna loose anyone's contacts.....

HEY THAI BYE'S, SKANKS AND SKUNKS......

MY HEART FELT THANKS FOR ALL U HAVE DONE.....

from your dearest..........

HILTON..........

(KNOWN TO BE .... BUT NOT!!!....)

MY HOME.....

2008-08-13T23:30:00.002+08:00

im so sad im too attached to my current house....

i cant bear to see de new owner renovating MY HOUSE....

i noe its not mine anymore but its so tough to accept de fact....

but i cant take it i even cried todae to see de renvation on...

im really saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad......... :(

OK NOE I TOOO EMO RITE.....

i noe u guys...

HAHAHA....

ok back to myself....

i was sooo busy todae....

walking up and down to my new house....

YEAH...............................

guess wat.... my room colour in my new house is..........................

PINK!!!!!!!............................YEAH!!!!..............

I WAS SOO HIGH TODAE........

OKAIE................holidae's over.....

got to get back to those irritating lectures and de sian mr.liew....

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm life's bad......(coz of liew)

HAHAHAHA.............

OK SEE U GUYS TML.......

lost in de beauty of ur eyes.......

2008-08-11T22:02:00.003+08:00

yeah............

i did something i always wanted to do....
got my first pair of lense....turqoise..........
all thkz to ronald,siti,nisa,.....for all the help....
i was behaving lky a thai bye in a lounch..........
i was tooooooo tooooooo exciited to put it on......
but no doubt it was F***ing scary de first time.....
my hands were shaking n i couldnt stop blinking.....
after so much laughter n screams i was prepared.....
and after so much of fuss i finally managed to put it on...

YEAH!!!......... I DID IT!!!........YEAH!!!!....HOO...........HAHAHAHA.....
(dis is wat happen i was shoutinglky dis n jumping abt in de lounch)

i was so high todae for no reason.....
anyway wearing lense is not tooo diffcult after all......
its kind of fun infact n of course add on to de confident level......
hahaha trying tooo get some new skanky look.....

THANK YOU SKANKS & SKUNKS........

KING & QUEEN......

2008-08-09T00:52:00.005+08:00

LOOK AT DIS...............................HAHAHAHA...................

THE KING OF SKUNKS!!!!!!!!..................

THE QUEEN OF SKANKS!!!!!!!.......................

SKANKS AND SKUNKS.....

2008-08-09T00:28:00.005+08:00

YEAH.............................

ALL ASSIGNMENTS ARE OVER.......................

RESULT................................

SKANKY & SKUNKY PICs............................

HAHAHAHAHAHA..............................

2008-08-09T00:07:00.004+08:00

HAHA.......

OK THIS IS SOMETHING WE TOOK RANDOM.........

TRYING TO ACT SWEET..........................

( MIND IT NO ONE IS SWEET)..................

Depressed......

2008-08-07T11:30:00.000+08:00

I HAD HOPE ON YOU........

i nvr expected him to say dis.......

i juz don understand y he said dis.......

he might giv 101 reasons but i juz cannot accept de fact dat HE said it...

i juz donno wat to say.................

hurts ...............

2008-08-06T17:10:00.000+08:00

ok................

i dowan sleep lky dis..............

dis is somthing we took random in our second home................

hahaha.................

yup.......

LOUNGE.................

where we spend most of our time chit-chatting............

RONALD keep ur cool man.........

relax ok.............

i love you!!!!!!!!...................

hahahahah...................

Ronald don giv me de skunky face!!!!.....................

BIG FUSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-06T16:40:00.000+08:00

OMG.......

WATS GOING ON.....

MY GRP MEMBERS ARE GOING MAD.....

i feel dat he should teat us equally.....

how dare he show attitude to me if he was in front of me ah

confirm kanna slap he is such a F****ER...

im sure he is not gonna to make it in any grp.....

he is gonna regret.....

he spoilt my night....................

watever happens i DOWAN HIM in our grp next sem...............

im ready to face any repercussions......

i juz cant get over dis.........

hey ronald im gonna show him my attiude tml.......

i was so calm and nice to him and giv me dat shit.....

let him see.....

how bloody bitchy i can be if i wanna be..........

HE'S GONNA GET IT TML................................................

My first post....

2008-08-06T12:40:00.000+08:00

haha....

ok finanlly managed to create one.....

All THANKS to RONALD.......

love you ronald!!!!!

hahahaha...............
i noe wat you gonna say.....

SKANK!!! rite.....
hahahahaha.....................