Thursday, October 23, 2008
OKAIIIII............................................
I'm slightly better todae....not dat im not emo anymore its juz dat i dont wan to tok or think abt it anymore.....i could lky finally tok those things out.........i feel dat i juz think tooo much and tooo far la............but im stil scared la its juz dat im pretending to forget it......lets see if it works...
AND THKZ TO DAT PERSON FOR BEING DERE FOR ME!!......i dowan to sae hu la but i noe dat u wil noe im toking abt u.........in case u guys are thinking its my guy.......NO ITS NOT!!!....
But seriously after lky toking to u i feel so relaxed la.......eventhough i was toking cork den lky a idiot.........WOW!!...u were lky toking to me trying to calm me down.....i doubt if im such a good listener.............. U noe y i really lky de way u reacted....coz i noe dat i was toking cork and i also noe u feel so too.....but de way u tok to me was GREAT!!....i liked de way u said " yes priya u're rite" everytime i asked "am i rite"......even wen i noe all dat was insane......and after i was done wif those EMO stuff....i lky de way u went back to veri single point i said den...de way u put thinga was great....i donno if u understand how i feel but u definitly noe how to tok to me wen im down!!!............................THKZ.....I LOVE YOU!!!.............
sorry guys i noe u guys don understand a fuck abt dis post but i juz wanted to thank dat person dats all......its too late to blog something else now....got to skool early tml.....see ya dere!!!
nitez.........................im lky sleeping as early as 12.30......GREAT!!!.....:)
NO MORE EMO!!!................................
Let me be with you forever... ;
FUCK!!!!...................ITS 6 AM!!!!........
I DONNO Y DE FUCK I CANNOT SLEEP!!..............
OH MY GOD!!!.............................
SERIOUSLY I CANT TAKE DIS!!!!........................................
Let me be with you forever... ;
DON READ DIS POST IF U DON LIKE DE WORD FUCK!!!!.......... (PLS its a request not a warning)
WA I STARTING TO HATE MYSELF LA...........................
IM LKY FUCKING EMO NOWADAYS...............DE REASON IS JUZ NOT CLEAR...............IM NOT LKY HIDING ANY FUCKING THING LO ITS JUZ DAT I DONNO............................
I don even noe HOW to rite n WAT to rite la..................
Okai.....its lky if u really noe me well u would have found dat im not lky dat normal priya... it was lky i wanted to tone down dats true but now im nt toned down im juz EMO.......SOME ppl did find out la.....but haiya i seriously donno wat de fuck to sae lo.........its at de tip of fucking tongue but juz not coming out............
But i noe im juz not FEELING GOOD.............i donno maybe FOR FUCK LA!!...but tel me atleast juz let de fucking feelings out la.................
I FUCKING FEEL..............................................................................................
~ SAD
~ SCARED
~ STRESS
~ STUCK wif some stuff
~ JUZ FUCKED UP!!!!..............................................................................
I juz hope someone could juz read my FUCKED UP mind rite now......................BUT none could........................
guess i dream too much la........i hope i can juz get over dis fucking feeling but my bloody fucked up mind refuse to.....................Im fucking angry wif myself la........................but donno y!...............but i feel slightly better..........i guess its bcoz i have used "fuck" sooo many times...........
IM BAD I NOE!!!!...............HEYYYY BUT ONLY AT TIMES!!!...................
if something happens tml..........lky de taxi dat i take kana accident and spot out......................guess wat i wil happy....ok la i feel for dat taxi driver but nvrm...........hu cares..........................LOL!!!.......
Its not dat i wanna die its juz dat i hate dat FUCKING FEELING im going through..................
ITS JUZ TOOOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHH FOR ME................................................
Let me be with you forever... ;
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I HAVE SERIOUSLY DECIDED TO STOP ALL NONSENSE !!!!
~ NO MORE GOING OUT.....
~NO MORE SLACKING..... (REALLY SERIOUS)
~NO MORE BEING LOUD.....
~NO MORE CHATTING IN CLASS.....
Before i stop all dis let me juz say watever i wan to......ok i personally feel dat i wanna apologise to all of u.....ronald, sri, wong, meihui, julian, siti, shio an IM VERI SORRY!!!.......
IM SORRY.....bcoz i was loud and i juz speak lky dat....i agree dat i don't really think before i tok and maybe at times i might have said things casually and it might have hurt you guys......look guys i don mean those tings those are juz redandant words............it doesnt mean a fuck.......... so juz fuck care if u have felt anything so far.............i promise to tone down and behave in class..... and i wil definitly think before making any comments from now on.......so IM SINCERLY SORRY for any of my INconsiderate behaviour..........i hope to remain in good relationship u guys as long as possible....SO LETS ALL PUT DE PAST BEHIND AND MOVE ON !!!.........
I AM SORRY!!!...........................
SO...........................juz decided to post those NICE MOMORIES OF EVENTS IN SEM 2!!!......
KBOX !!!................
Dats really fun....i havr nvr been to kbox....and dat was so exciting for me........we wnt to the outlet in cineleisure......well the room was really good...was veri comfortable.....we had paid abt 14 per head....and spent lkt 3 to 6or 7 la......most of de songs dere were chinese and so i didnt really sing much.......BUT I SO SIAN OF CHINESE SONGS.....hey!! im not against chinese or wat la ok....i was so sian bcoz all thoses songs were EMO!!!......VERI EMO.........I don remember any happy songs........but i really liked dat chinese song......THE CUPCAKE ONE!!!......(really long one) but i did sing some songs lky........Take a bow (my FAV) , Bye Bye , I knew i loved you , When your gone.....but i only sang take a bow de rest i didnt really sing la.......BUT WAS REALLLY FUUUUNNN!!!...................
WONG ,SHIO AN , MEIHUI STOLE THE DATE!!!........
i expected wong to sing well.....and i have heard shio an sing at times but nvr heard mei hui..... and i was AMAZED.......mei hui did sing a good number of song...it was not only sung but WELL SUNG.........WOW!!....
these are some pics we took........
DIS IS DE ENRIRE CLIQUE!!!....
WONG'S BIRTHDAY!!........
Another significant event dat occured.....we all enjoyed ourselves.....mei hui couldn't make dat day.....but i sure she wanted to come......ALL FATHERS ARE DE SAME.....i totally understand bcoz im in her shoes MOST OF DE TIMES!!!.........but luckly dis time my dad wasnt dat bad we went to TWO PLACE!!! TOTALLY IMPORTANT PLACES!!!****........
~ RED HOUSE !!!!!!!!!!!
I heard its very scary place.....and de tangs owner had kept his mistress and his kids......and due to some reason they died dere.....and it seems dat he has abandond de place and de reason is unknown.......................SEE IF YOU CAN SPOT ANYTHING!!!.................i couldnt......
~OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL !!!!!!!!!
OKAI.....Dis freak me out................was damn scary!!!.....bcoz its pitch dark and i could hardly see anything clearly......each pair had a torch but still was SCARY!!!................Dats de stairs we took to go up to de OCH.......omg i and ronald were pushed back and we were de last pair..... WAS REALLY FREAKIN ME OUT!!!..............But i didn't see anything......julian said he saw a.........ok i DARE NOT blog......but i didnt see any damn thing dere.......i was imagining all sort of things bcoz of de darkness la.....im REALLY SCARED OF DARK!!!............i noe wat u guys gonna say...... PUSSY!!!............OF COURSE I AM A PUSSY!!!!...........LOL!!!!............HAHAHAHA!!!.....
OKAI GUYS!!!.........feel free to tag WATEVER U LKY..................
FROM TML EVERYTHINGS GONNA BE NEW!!!!.........................................................................
Let me be with you forever... ;
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
i have juz made my blog private....haiyzzz......its all coz of one of my fren..... she is SUCH A KPO!!!.... always wanna tok abt ME, MY FRENS AND BEAST.....
I juz dun get y she is behaving lky dis.......always complain abt me and my stuff......and todae she had soo much to say abt yday's post......
And so i told beast and of course i got angry and we started agruing abt wat to do next.....he wanted me to make my blog private...even though i didn't wan it in de begining after so much of DISCUSSION i agreed wat else can i do..........he's rite la in way la.......she is capable of anything and everything......she wil happliy show dis to my parent or hu ever she feels lky.......anyway i guess dat prob is solved now..................HOPEFULLY!!!***.......
I think its really time i put away those distractions and stuff till my moldules are over.....im really disracted la....my main disracted is.....ENTERTAINMENT.......haiya.....i juz hate to stay in class la....i cant concentrate either......its oredi lky 15 OCTOBERand im lky cant be bothered.....
im not going to repeat any mistakes dat i did last sem.......
Okay la its not lky im disracted by entertainment la its juz bcoz de moldules are sooo fucking dry and im so bored......NO INSPIRATION......but i should bring down my loved ones trust at ANY COST......i hope so.....im gonna start concentrating in class la seriously.....NO JOKE.....guys i noe u all thinking "HAHAHA DAT NOT GONNA HAPPEN".........pls loh i think i wil seriously gonna change.....
Too many things to take care of la.......im not gonna waste time anymore....but dat doesn't mean dat im gonna be studying lky 24 hrs la.....its juz dat im gonna listen to TEACHERS and STUDY SINCERLY......not gonna be LAZY anymore.........NO MORE SLACKING......
Hey but all these doesn't mean....no going out ok.......DATS A MUST...........we have to relax coz its not gonna be easy so we have to take a BREAK AND HAVE A KIT-KAT....HAHAH!!!......its lky dis week we didnt go out much ah.....hmmm i juz realizing it.........we should make some sort of plans asap............HEY YA!! WAT HAPPEN TO DAT EAST COAST THING!!!.....FASTER LEH DECIDE SOMETHING GUYS.....i have oredi tot of de reason im gonna tel my parents....
PROJECT!!!..........HAHAHAHAHA!!!.................LOL.............
But i nvr wanna let these effect my studies.....NVR!! NVR!!......im going to study hard loh.....im not gonna say i wil start from tml.....NONO.....im gonna start from TONIGHT......NO FUTHER DELAYS................some ppl out dere have started TOK abt some factors around me.....IM GOING TO PROVE THEM WRONG AT ANY COST............im really pissed off bcoz it concerns someone dat i really treasure.....and will nvr wan dat person to lose out or be pointed at for anything.....so im juz gonna do all dis for.....DAT PERSON.......
im gonna start wif acounting......yea bcoz its my fav.......ok guys.....got to study.....u guys study too....good luck!!!............
Let me be with you forever... ;
WOW !!!.................
WAS REALLY A DATE LOH!!!......
I REALLY ENJOYED!!!.............THANKS MAN***!!!........ HAHAHAHA!!!....
OK it was lky finally i went to Ehub's ferris wheel.....well actually speaking i didnt really wait long la....i saw it de first time wen i went to wong's birthday and since dat min my hreats poundering for ONLY DAT!!!......its lky 25-m high Ferris Wheel at E!hub. Suitable for everyone in the family, each complete ride takes around 6mins. This is a unique ‘weather-proof’ Ferris Wheel that stands inside the E!hub mall.
DIS IS HOW IT LOOKS LKY!!!.....
SWEET ISN'T IT !!!........
HEY I NOE WAT U THINKIN.......CHILDISH!!! RITE???....
NONONONONO!!!!
IT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SWEEEEEEET!!!!....
Yea so i went dere wif him.....he so soo shy loh i juz donno y.....he finds it ch
ildish...but i did feel it when i was on de ride la.....some how felt lky all eyes on us...... our bad luck we were de only one riding it........maybe LUCKY la.... Nah...nth happen up dere..... NOTHING.... REALLY IT WAS LKY SOMEONES ALWAYS WATCHING!!!.......but i really enjoyed it......
And guess where went next..... ARCADE.... but he didnt bring his card niether did i..... so we didnt play la of course....but u noe i don come out juz lky dat.....
SOOOO............ WE GOT DIS!!!!!........YUP SWEETS!!!!....
We juz did it for fun and again guess was really a luck day!!!......
GOT HAND FULL OF SWEETS!!!
(from those machines in arcade)
hmmmm.....ya so de evening was really great......we had our dinner at pasta mania.....OH SHIT I DIDNT TAKE ANY SNAPS!!!!.......anyway dats abt it..............
And of course travelling from dere to boonlay was WONDERFULL...OMG!!! NO WORDS....
de train was EMPTY FOR ABT 15 MINS.... dat OF COURSE GREAT!!!!!..........HEHE!!!...
I was WOW-ING de whole evening............................
SERIOUSLY MY BEST DATE OUT......Im lky fucking happy today!!!......
WE DIDNT FIGHT AT ALL!!!........
how nice life could be if it was as sweet as it was today!!!...
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!...... LOVE YOU!!!!!......... <3>
Let me be with you forever... ;
Monday, October 6, 2008
haiyzz..... wat do i say.....
things are juz not rite la.....
even though i have my blog and i wanna tok things out sometime it juz cant be siad........
There was this little girl sitting by herself in the park. Everyone passed by her and never stopped to see why she looked so sad. Dressed in a worn pink dress, barefoot and dirty, the girl just sat and watched the people go by. She never tried to speak. She never said a word. Many people passed by her, but no one would stop.
The next day I decided to go back to the park in curiosity to see if the little girl would still be there. Yes, she was there, right in the very spot where she was yesterday, and still with the same sad look in her eyes. Today I was to make my own move and walk over to the little girl.
For as we all know, a park full of strange people is not a place for young children to play alone. As I got closer I could see the back of the little girl's dress. It was grotesquely shaped. I figured that was the reason people just passed by and made no effort to speak to her.
Deformities are a low blow to our society and, heaven forbid if you make a step toward assisting someone who is different. As I got closer, the little girl lowered her eyes slightly to avoid my intent stare. As I approached her, I could see the shape of her back more clearly.
She was grotesquely shaped in a humped over form. I smiled to let her know it was OK; I was there to help, to talk. I sat down beside her and opened with a simple, "Hello"; The little girl acted shocked, and stammered a "hi"; after a long stare into my eyes. I smiled and she shyly smiled back. We talked until darkness fell and the park was completely empty. I asked the girl why she was so sad. The little girl looked at me with a sad face said, "Because, I'm different"; I immediately said, "That you are!"; and smiled. The little girl acted even sadder and said, "I know." "Little girl," I said, "you remind me of an angel, sweet and innocent."
She looked at me and smiled, then slowly she got to her feet and said, "Really?" "Yes, you're like a little Guardian Angel sent to watch over all people walking by." She nodded her head yes, and smiled.
With that she opened the back of her pink dress and allowed her wings to spread, then she said "I am. I'm your Guardian Angel," with a twinkle in her eye. I was speechless -- sure I was seeing things."
She said, "For once you thought of someone other than yourself. My job here is done;" I got to my feet and said, "Wait, why did no one stop to help an angel?"
She looked at me, smiled, and said, "You are the only one that could see me," and then she was gone.
I noe wat u guys thinking y priya suddenly blog lky dis rite.....
IT NOT PRIYA!!......HAHAHA!!!.......
No guys dis is de fact................. u see de angel was waiting down dere and none of them approached her............. when somethings its waiting for you no one seem to understand de importance of it.......they worship and devote themself when its not dere......... wats de use of all dat when everythings over........ ur not gonna get it again!!.....
IT NOT DERE ANYMORE!!!!....................... EVERYTHING IS LKY DAT!!!...................................
Regardless of FRENS or LOVED ONES.......
I have realized my priorities in life and of course i cherish them...... really do!!.... and i hope im not wrong in expecting de same in returns!!!!............okie maybe it takes time for others to REALIZE them!!!.......i juz hope and wish they REALIZE BEFORE ITS TOOOO LATE........
OKAI GUYS!!!!........don think too much its has no hidden meanings......... juz wanted to blog abt something and i tot dis...............nothing else....but of course if some ppl are guilty after reading dis..................... den its REALIZE DE VALUE OF PPL AROUND U!!!........
TREASURE WAD U HAV........BEFORE IT SLIPS THUR UR HANDS!!!.....
sorry for de emo post.....tml will be a EXTRA EXTRA HAPPY one......(HOPEFULLY!!!)
Let me be with you forever... ;
Friday, October 3, 2008
okie...... i'm gonna get it over and done wif all those things......
LETS NOT TOK ABT IT ANY MORE !!!..............
ok skool was fun lky any other day........
guess its de best time in my life..................
i n my frens went out to KFC for dinner................i suggested it hahaha...... ya i noe im a zhu rou...im denying any facts here....... hehe!!....
i went for appointment todae and well every damn test was taken....... but reports are out tml...... guess got to back for PART 2......................IRRITATING yet SCARY.............he doesnt really recommend dat *** (hope u guys understand) but he says i should take care of dat.....he is asking me to get a little more serious and follow wat he says as he has not seen any improvements................. but he didnt really tok to me much....... i had to wait outside he was toking to my dad for a long time............ anyway i feel its time to FUCK CARE as dere's a end to every damn thing..... and let time take its cause......... i have let everything in de hands of something UP DERE!!!............ HOPEFULLY EVERTHING WILL BE GOOD!!!..........
I'LL CONTINUE TML.......GOT TO GO!!!...........
Let me be with you forever... ;
ildish...but i did feel it when i was on de ride la.....some how felt lky all eyes on us...... our bad luck we were de only one riding it........maybe LUCKY la.... Nah...nth happen up dere..... NOTHING.... REALLY IT WAS LKY SOMEONES ALWAYS WATCHING!!!.......but i really enjoyed it......
SOOOO............ WE GOT DIS!!!!!........
