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happy valentines day guys ..... i am so sad toaday....someone is not with me dis year....to celebrate v day....and we fought again....but i missed him so much.....i was roaming around my neighborhood going to the blks and places dat we spent time tgt....im really missing him alot....i took a few snaps of certain places.......



This is under a blk on the way to ***shopping centre.....this was the place we used to play around in the begining of our relationship...dats the place he carried me first....i stil remember every single incident really welll....its like it juz happened yday.....those days were really sweet.... sweetest days of my relationship.....no doubt its stil sweet la...=p



dis blk....haha we named it CHOCOLATE BLK!!....

but i seriously don remember y we di so i think its maybe coz he bought ma a chocolate for me the first time dere?! i donno :D i really cant remember!!....but dere was once we were at 11 or 12 storey...walking toward the stairs **juz to tok ok nothing bad:PP....we saw our senior...we really tot he might tel someone in skool or wat....but h e didnt nice fella....another speacial thing abt dat blk is dat he gave me my first valetines day gift over dere...i stil remember..THREE RED ROSES!!...and of course many many more sweet and nice things happened dere....noteverything can be written rite... =p i went to much more places but i don really feel good putting up everything....i really hope some miracle happens... he can book out....omg dats gonna be de biggest gift he can giv me....


Im really waiting for him come....


Miss him so much...

Let me be with you forever... ;

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!!........

Yea i noe i have not been blogging for long...well i was juz lazy nothing else...
hmmmmmmm........................

holiday was good......i enjoyed it but mostly its was kids..... kids..... kids.....
i couldnt really enjoy my holidays coz of some reasons***.......so i juz dowan to tok abt my holidays.....

New year has been great so far.......hopefully good all de way.....WOW!! my dip is gonna finish dis august!!!..:-))....JUZ 7 MONTHS!!!....den finally degree....dats wen im gonna get FREEDOM FROM MY DAD!!!!..........REALLY LOOKING FORWARD FOR DAT!!!......haiz...i got to do my dip well for dat!!....

Skool's great....lots of new exciting things going on....as long as de clique doesnt get spilt up...im happi...:))......

i have got really 100001 stuff to do and buy in dis term!!....
i really hope all works out as planned...........
well i do noe dat something really BIG and SERIOUS is coming up before dat!!....
YEA..... CAs and GRP ASSIGNMENTS!!!....
WHICH I NOE FUCK ABT.......i have not even collected my notes...haha..ok lets juz fuck care abt it for dis post la ok..... sry guys i noe u guys are angry..... hey come on ....i noe u guys cant hate me for long!!.....am i not de SWEETIE PIE !!! of u guys... LOL!!..
okie im want list now!!!......

A guess wallet

Charles & Keith purse sort of thing

A blue dress

white & sliver sort of sandals

A brown bag dat i saw in jp

jacket

De "days" t-shirt

mac lip gloss

mac eye shadow

mac eyeliner

nice pink & white laptop cover

touch phone

pink Nano

A big pooh!!:))

.........................its nvr gonna end.............................

hopefully i start striking out one by one......:))

i really donno wat to blog la....
scaly i start writting and it might hurt some ppl or wat la....
i thing i wil end here......

i update soon......

Let me be with you forever... ;

its lky after thinking and toking abt those things....im emo abt u now....
i donno wen u're gonna read dis....but....

HEY.....ita has been 1 whole day...u didnt even call, sms, me.....its lky not a single sms "sent to rong person" atleast......i donnno wats exactly in ur mind...nth's bothering u??? nth matters????......
BUT I WIL NVR CAL OR SMS TIL U DO.....IT not coz i have EGO....its coz u juz don noe how it feels and i think dat u should go through it to understand....and at least (hopefully) stop doing such things again.......i have told lky 10001 times not to do such stuff but u juz..............

..................... >.< .....................

Let me be with you forever... ;

Things are slightly getting out of hand a guess....
well i really didnt didnt wanna blog abt all dis but den i have to let some EMO JUICE OUT RITE....
i agree dat age can be fact for misunderstanding certain TERMS and FEELINGS....
getting these mixed up is really............haiya im in a situation where i cant really use certain APPROPRIATE word dat i really feel lky using!!..........i noe dat some ppl wil understand wat i mean...

I GUESS SOME PPL REALLY DONNO DE MEANING OF SOME WORDS LIKE...

1. CRUSH - temporary love of an adolescent

2. LOVE - endearment , a strong positive emotion of regard and affection

3. LUST - have a craving, appetite, or great desire for......(it doesnt need to be JUZ sex)


Toking abt crush...yea i agree to someppl's view dat its HELPLESS TO GET CRUSHES even wen ur NOT....fine it juz shows dat u don have de control over URSELF.......To me i feel dat getting crushes is not wrong at all.....but isit really a crush or...........................U should noe wat im toking abt.........CRUSH is juz a liking on dis person bcoz of factors like LOOKS , BEHAVIORS and stuff...
i agree love start from crush but pls juz think.....SERIOUS TOTS PLS.......................

love.....well to me i feel dat its a big word to tok abt at dis age.....and i donno much abt it...yea IM in a relationship..in fact blissful young lovers... so sweet rite!!<3..(ok>....ita a wonderful feeling....its abt want dis person for no reason.....infact NEED.....and i belief dat love really comes wif out reason....and if u can find a reason den i donno......i don feel u can if its love... yea practically u will.....and i guess it wil be like....I LOVE HIM FOR DE WAY HE HIS....if its so den i really respect u.... but its definitely not lky choosing two and after ur compare and contrast u start loving him.....OMG!!!... AND DATS WAT U'RE DOING...and u're saying...........
pls cut those crap pls.....tok wif sense dear....

LUST.......dis is juz a craving /great desire for something it doesn't need to be SEX.....OR SEXUAL DESIRES.....well i noe u're craving for a shoulders to lean on....but de way u say it to ppl lky...u wanna kiss and hug lky other couples...so u're lonely isit???at times i donno wat to sae la...
fine lets not tok abt dis anymore......

As a fren i really feel dat u should juz wait...for de RIGHT PERSON & TIME.....well i noe im not old enough to advise u or wat....dis is not advise or watever fuck im juz giving u my suggestions dear....and i decided to blog abt dis coz dere is one other person going through de same thing so its lky conveying my msg to both of u at a time......and to one of u ........look dere is a lot more between us to tok.....don always tok abt dis wen u tok to me it feel as though u only tok to me regarding dis....And i really find it insane wen u compare u and me.....darling let me let u somthing......im totally diff from u...u r finding for a guy hu u like....i didnt not do dat.....i liked de guy hu i found....and ya i started liking him in de beginning juz like u said but i went on wif dat SAME person and im wif dat SAME person.....i don noe wat i like in him seriously...i JUZ LOVE HIM....ya i do agree we fight a lot..infact we are even fighting now...but dat doesn't mean he is not de right person....and i don or wont look for another WORST IS COMPARE WIF ANOTHER TO MAKE UP MY MIND....dey wil say dat its lucky to get SOMEONE HU LOVES U den SOMEONE HU U LOVE......dere's a hell lot differnce....so juz stop COMPARING GUYS and CHANGING ur mind..... I REALLY HOPE DAT SO MUCH OF WRITING BROUGHT SOME SENSE IN YOU.......

I WANNA SEE SOME CHANGE IN YOU!!!....PLS.....................

TAG ME IF I HAVE SAID ANYTHING WRONGLY OR IF I HAVE HURT U......

Let me be with you forever... ;

SOMETHING REALLY DISGUSTING AND BEAUTIFUL HAPPEN TODAY !!!......


I WAS SO DISGUSTED 2dae when i was walking along the pathway and i saw so MANY EARTHWORMS.... PINK & LONG!!! OMG!!!.... MOVING LKY SNAKES!!!....

I couldn't even look at them .....OMG i couldn't even walk...oh man..for the first time i hated rain.... but.... dis is where something sweet a BEAUTIFUL happened....i seriously didn't expect u to carry me....i was so touched and i really felt protected when said hold me...i tot ur juz gonna bring me over by holding on to me tightly or wat la....but seriously i didn't expect you to carry me over...when u said "priya hold my neck... i wil carry u over".... OMG!!!...dat was so unexpected and sooo sweet... hey u can CARRY ME & WALK !!!....even after i have put on sooo much weight!!... haha!!...but i noe i didn't sae anything abt dis...sorry abt dat i juz couldn't getover with wat i saw... but seriously dats how i felt....really loved dat....and dat was sooo unexpected.....those words u said were juz too beautiful to forget ma....


I love you darling!!..... <3

Let me be with you forever... ;

இன்ப பிறந்தநாள் வாழ்துகள்.........

நான் உன்னை காதலிக்கிறான்......
நி என்னை காதலிகிறைய ??......

OK DA I CANT RITE IN TAMIL ANYMORE...I LIKE FORGOT HOW TO RITE DA....IM SORRYY..BUT I NOE UR PROUD OF ME!!!:)...ARENT YOU!!!...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!...

LOVE YOU!!!...... :)

Let me be with you forever... ;

I JUZ DON NOE HOW TO EXPLAIN THINGS DAT ARE GOING ON...

IT SEEMS DAT EVERY BLOODY THING DAT HAPPENS IS MY FAULT....

I DIDNT CHANGE, I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN LKY DIS, SINCE DE DAY U NOE ME INFACT SINCE DE DAY I NOE MYSELF....YET UR BEHAVING LKY U JUZ GOT TO NOE ME...I LUZ DONNO Y U BAHAVING LKY DIS.....DIS IS NOT EVEN LKY YOU.......

Maybe somthing might be bothering you...i juz feel so but i wil nvr noe til u tel me....even now im juz asuming dats it....anyway i agree dat its my fault......but i really didnt see anything dat happened in de way u saw it..... im sorry.... it seems dat our veiw point is lky nvr de same....ya i agree from ur point of view im wrong....but dat wasnt my intention..... its nothing lky dat bloody thing is more impt than u its juz dat it caught my attention while walking dere.... and i seriously didnt noe u were waiting for me...

And i juz donno y i cant control my desires i guess its getting out of hand....im sorry again....i agree i had a motive and it may seem selfish....but some how i juz couldnt resist missing u de previous time when i was here n tot having u beside me dis time will make my day and leave some sweet memories in dis place...welll guess i expected too.....but im not blaming u for anything dat happened so far...its not ur fault...maybe ur stress and ya i understand it really not de right time to ask such things but i tot u were thinking wat i was thinking too...guess im de idiot again....but seriously don get offended...ITS NOT UR FAULT...

i should have been a little more understanding....i think im still a little childish...NO REALLY CHILDISH...im really trying to change myself but i cant...maybe its bcoz of the way i was brought up...even now im treated lky a child at home...getting silly things i wan...always being pampered...i have always been a child wif a lot of expectation...and i guess dats y it s hard...i noe its time for me to change... giv me some time...sometimes i juz forget dat im 18 and......ok forget it....u had no probs in de begining...u were really nice...infact even my parents didnt treat me lky dat....de way u would laugh out my stupidity...de way u wil tease my silly acts...etc....fights are dere lky everyday....but dere was some kind of fun and love in it....i don remember u hurting me in anyways.....but now de same bahaviours and habits are IRRITATING u....i rarely see u laugh out issues.........those sweet fights have vanished and now..............................................................
i juz donno wat im suppose to do....everything i do ends up to irritate u....at times i really thing im not ur cup of tea...maybe u deserve a more matured person....

i don think anything lky how i imagined is gonna happen today.....well im still keeping my fingers crossed........hoping and wishing dat some miracle happens and everything goes back to normal....
but im prepared for disappoints too....its ok if nothing happens....but please i don wan a part 2..... i don think i can handle dis...its oredi a little too much to handle.....but all dis will nvr change something.....and i hope u noe wat im toking abt.....it always remains has it was!!!....

i cant control LAUGHTERS... im not a person hu LAUGHS easily.....pls don make me LAUGH....

Let me be with you forever... ;